Not Physically Able

Quick aside: just found out today that I cannot play piano for x number of months due to back problems. mm. joy.

I'm not strong and I can't
I can't
This testing, it's too
Great.
Severe. Burdensome.
I am weak! I'm a child!
Words aren't good enough --
I need music --
But I can't --
Oh, dear God!
I can't.