A Moment's Indecision

I was gonna do more with this one but I lost inspiration

I dreamed of this day

For months as a little girl

But now it is not dreaming --

This is reality –

My heart is pounding, no,

Roaring

I look into his eyes

And list all the ways from this place

I could run

Away from his love and life

I could say

No I can’t

I can’t do this

I’m sorry I tricked you

Into thinking I could

And calmly walk alone

Down the aisle.

Do I want to?

Should I actually commit?

I think I still have a few

Moments left to decide.